Epiphany

So, I had an epiphany today in church...which I don't think people have very often. It was an interesting experience. I suddenly realized that I'm going to go to college, I'm going to meet someone that's 10 million times better than my ex-boyfriend, and I'm going to get a good job. My ex-boyfriend, however, probably won't go to college, and if he does, he won't stay long. He'll probably end up working at Chick-Fil-A for the rest of his life. It was then that I realized that he's not worth my time...so, I've decided that I'm not going to be stressed by him or anything he does anymore. And I feel much better. :)
-MOT

Just finished: Because of Winn-Dixie
Watching now: Big Fat Liar
Excited to see: Frozen

College problems

Okay...so, there's a college I want to go to, it's called JBU. It's an awesome school and I've wanted to go there for a couple years. But then, all of a sudden, my ex-boyfriend, who has major problems, wants to go there. Today he got "accepted", which I have doubts about because he's dumb as dirt....he's as dumb as the dumbest kind of dirt. I personally think he's lying. And I also think he forged one of his letters...but no one believes anything I say, cause I'm a kid. So, yeah. Life sucks, then you die. -Jacob Black...that's excessively true right now.

Just finished: The Thing Called Love
Watching now: Save the Last Dance
Excited to see: Dear John :)

So...

Let's see...I said I'm going to write about feelings. So, here's how I'm feeling. It's pretty normal for a 17 year old girl, I guess.
There's a guy that I went out with....I liked him a lot when we were going out...not so much anymore. Sometimes, I want to stab him with something sharp...not kill him...just hurt him very badly. Maybe put him in the hospital for a while. And I swear, I'm not violent. That's just how stupid and aggravating he is. And my problems with him isn't that he's too goofy (which he is) or that he's around all the time (which is also true). It's that he hangs out with my friends. They wouldn't even know him if it weren't for me and now he considers them his friends and thinks they'll be loyal to him. They're still nice to him...part of me is happy for that because I don't want people to think I'm bitter, but the other part of me wants them to hate him and be mean to him. I don't know why. I don't like it when people are mean to other people...but I wouldn't mind every once and a while someone slapping him or something....like, maybe me slapping him. haha Anyway, that's all I kind of feel like talking about. If I post anymore, I might get mad...or even madder. Wait...is that a word?

Just finished: Never Been Kissed
Watching now: The Thing Called Love
Excited to see: When in Rome